Dear Diary…

I want to be alone!

Here in LA whenever I hear tunes my parents used to play, I start to feel homesick. I call my mum all the time, even if it's just to say hello. Luckily, I can confide in any of S Club. I'm not really secretive person but I am one of those people who go into their shell. A couple of weeks ago I sent days alone in solitary confinement!

Sleepless in LA

I had a weird dream the other night. There was this tiger in a cay saying, 'Let me out!' I was like, 'No way cos you're gonna eat me.' As I got close to the cage, he swiped at me. He was getting so angry, really vicious, but at the same time I really wanted to let him out!! What can this mean?

My biggest fear

At the moment, we're getting on so well I'm scared we're gonna have a massive row. I'm worried that people are gonna leave and it's all gonna end on a really bad note. I don't want that to happen cos we're really close friends. The pressure on us is so tough and we're so stressed out, it makes us overreact about things. The other day I had a massive argument with Tina about the Grammys. She said they were held in LA and I said it was New York. Tina was right. I was a complete div!

If I could change one thing about me…

...It would be my awkwardness when I first meet people. I'm very bad at making conversation and I find it difficult to feel comfortable around people I've only just met. At the end of the night I'm fine, but for that first few-hours, I'm just totally useless. Ah well!

Bad habits

I really must tidy up my bedroom when I get home. I've got loads of photos stuck all over my lampshade, which is fine, but there's tons of rubbish scattered around too -- you know, glasses, half-empty bottles, scraps of paper... I'm usually a proper little mummy's boy but since I've started this job it's all gone horribly wrong!

Don't get me wrong!

Sometimes people get the wrong impression of me. My character in the show is quite nerdy and he's always organising everything but that's not really true of me. I like to have a laugh. I'm probably one of the loudest in the group, loads more outgoing than my character in LA7. I'm a bit of a party animal.

The truth about S Club!

S Club have a really squeaky-clean image but it's so not true! If only people knew the truth! Obviously we can't show that side of us because there are young kids who look up to us but that doesn't mean nothing goes behind the scenes. Ha!

See you soon

Jon
xxx

Thanks to Chris @ Jon Kingdom for this!